Four Season and Over 23,000 Words Later

12 months, 4 seasons, 41 posts and over 23,000 words later my blog turns one. Looking back I can’t quite believe it’s been a year. Where have the days gone? Its strange how everything feels different, without anything really changing. Instead tiny, unnoticeable differences accumulate […]

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To The One Who Walked Away

To the one who walked away, Before I begin, I want you to know that I don’t blame. I don’t hate you for saving yourself. I know I didn’t make it very easy for you to stay. You tried to tell me how you felt […]

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A Fear of Failure

No one wants to fail. No one wants to work hard towards something for it to collapse in front of their eyes. And I know failure is not about the amount of times you fall down. But every time I pick myself up my heart […]

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The Quiet In The Storm

The house is quiet. The street is silent. The snow falls with a heavy vengeance. I’m watching it through my window and can’t help but feel that I’m standing in a snow globe that someone has just picked up and shaken. When I’m struggling I […]

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Ten Things I’m Grateful For

When life is difficult, it’s easy to get caught up in the ifs and buts. What if I’d done this differently? But if I’d only stuck it out. A whirlwind of regrets and unknowns. And it’s difficult to see all the wonderful things that are […]

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Finding My Voice

Growing up I was always the shy girl. The one who would sit at the back of class and never spoke a word. Don’t get me wrong, I had friends. But when it came to expressing myself, I was scared. Too afraid to share my […]

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Looking to the Future

So here it is, another year been and gone, and another one has just begun. Why does time seem to move so much faster as an adult? It only seems like yesterday when we were hanging up the decorations and now the rooms seem so […]

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A Familiar Stranger

Each morning in the cold light of the sun, a familiar stranger stares back at me. A person I recognise but know nothing about. An old acquaintance who I’ve lost touch with over the years. I see this girl in the mirror everyday but yet […]

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Finding My Feet

I know where my feet are, they are at the end of my legs, where they have always been. But this isn’t what bothers me. I know that their purpose is to keep me balanced on this rocky terrain, but that’s not the problem either. […]

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A Journey of Recovery

Cast your mind back to this time last year, October 2016. The leaves were starting to fall, the nights were beginning to feel that little bit colder. Which I suppose isn’t much different from now, expect from the time that stands between us. An empty […]

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